feeling delightfully sanguinary today. if it were but satiable. worked my arse off today in the office. lots of adhoc queries and the like for upper managment. I still, however, have yet to be paid through the end of the year. Financial responsibilities loom near and vulgar. I detest money.

My Intelligence

have you ever felt that perhaps your intelligence was diminishing? that your very grip on reality was slowly spiralling away from you? i fear it. i fear it greatly. i feel it. i feel it gripping me and pulling me under the rough seas of the world. my intelligence slips slowly into sweet & bitter nothingness